that was always there的意思|示意

Now, I don't know if they still used that cemetery, I always thought it was too old to be burying new people there, but we were wondering - were they burying something - or digging something up?

我并不知道那块的那时是否还在被利用，我一直认为那块老墓地不会埋新尸，但我们想知道——那些人在埋什么——或者是挖什么？

And yet, there was always that nagging little voice in the back of my head judging it a bit naughty but nice...

现在，在我的脑袋里总有一个小声唠叨着的声音，有点顽皮，又有点美妙。

Before I was a mother I was a daughter, infused with energy and the unspoken reassurance that my parents would always be there.

在我做母亲之前，我也是一位女儿，满载着青春的活力和父母难以言喻的关爱，总觉得父母会一辈子在那里。

They had to pay their own lenders, of course, but that wasn't a problem — there was always someplace to borrow more money with which to make the payments.

当然，他们是必须要还债的，但那时还钱不成问题，因为反正还有地方能借到更多的钱偿还旧债。

There was a man there searching, because the people were afraid we would take something, so that door was always locked.

有个男人在那里搜查，这些人担心我们带走什么东西，因此，总是锁着门。

I needed the security of something that was always there, something I could hold on to personally.

我需要那种安全感，我需要抱着某件心爱的东西，让她给我安慰和安全。