i had not rather的意思|示意

I realized that the Micawbers had not changed at all, but this quick change of mood was rather a surprise for Traddles.

但这种情绪忽高忽低的突然转变使特拉·德尔很是吃惊。

My beauty you had early withstood, and as for my manners — my behaviour to you was at least always bordering on the uncivil, and I never spoke to you without rather wishing to give you pain than not.

我的美貌并没有打动你的心；讲到我的态度方面，我对你至少不是怎么有礼貌，我没有哪一次同你说话不是想要叫你难过一下。

As I sat doing paperwork, I had the thought or rather the realization that I was not meant to be a lawyer in the way that I was thinking I would be.

当我坐在那工作时，觉得自己曾认为的方式未必会真的成为一名律师。

This is rather worrisome because I have not yet had to drive on very hot days such as those to come in July and August.

这很令人不安，因为我还得在七月八月那样很热的天气里驾驶呢。

Rather I had not the power to express all I felt.

我倒是没有足够的力量来表达出我所感到的一切。

She DID not say it with the blunt, derisive hostility to which I had grown so accustomed, but, rather, with a note of apology in her voice, and fear.

她说话的口气并不含有我已完全习惯了的那种直截了当的、含讥讽的敌意，而是声音里带着几分歉意，还有恐惧。