I am on the outside的意思|示意

For me, after years of practicing this art, the angrier I am getting the calmer I seem on the outside.

通过多年的历练，我已经能做到当我内心越是愤怒的时候，我外表看起来却越是平静。

The outside entrance. I am on second floor, building 11, i guess my no. is 7. So it combines to 1127.

这是家门外面的走廊。我的家门牌是1127，应该是由第十一个建筑，二楼，七号所组成的。

You don't know me … so you know nothing about me but what you see on the outside and I am much more than a number on a scale.

你不了解我，所以除了能从外表看到的以外，你对我一无所知，我远远不只是秤上的一个数字。

I would like to no longer rely on words to eat, so many years, has been crawling inside the grid, I am worn out and many times wanted to throw this all outside of the brain.

我想不再靠文字吃饭，这么多年来，一直在格子里面爬着，我好累，很多次都想把这一切抛之脑外。

I want to keep as much dignity as I can for as long as I can and I want those who love me to understand that if I am not myself on the outside I am still me on the inside.

我想保持自己的尊严，只要我还可以；我希望那些爱我的人明白，即使我的样子变了，我的内心还是一样。

Are you with me; am I on the outside of you?

你跟我在一起时我一直是局外人么？