Ever despise me的意思|示意

I wonder if you could ever despise me.

我怀疑你是否曾经轻视过我。

I wonder if you could ever despise me when you know I really tried.

当你知道我真的尽力的时候我怀疑你是否轻视过我。

If I had ever done your father an injury, he might well hate me; but I cannot see why he should despise me and, as you say, hate me without any reason.

如果我曾伤害过你的父亲，那么他完全有理由憎恨我；但我始终无法理解他为何如此鄙视我，而且，如你所说，毫无缘由地恨我。